Yesterday was our final meeting with our registrar. It was
probably the most nervous appointment I’ve been to so far because it was final.
It was making final decisions and (large) final payments. With Ben not their it
was all down to me. Don’t get me wrong in many ways it’s been quite good he
hasn’t been around to be involved in much planning! But when the registrar was
talking through what would happen in the ceremony and details of vows and
readings I wanted Ben there. It felt like something he should have been
involved in. I just wanted him with me. It’s doesn’t happen very often but
sometimes the realisation that he is hundreds of miles away and everything is
down to you can hit you like a tonne of bricks. I locked myself out of my car
Monday and first thing I thought was, I really need Ben. It may sound silly but
I just wanted to be rescued. Ben is my knight in shining armour who unfortunately
for me isn’t always there to save me. I like to think it’s made me stronger and
much more independent but reality is, sometimes It is just a bit crap. I think
the quote is “I would rather spend 1 day with the perfect person, than a whole
year with the wrong person”
Sorry to be a bit down and dull about things! It’s nice to
have a place to vent a little! On a plus note I had LVL lashes done yesterday
evening so I’ll try and do a review of them Thursday when they have fully taken
and I can put mascara on again!
Today we went to get
amber new ballet shoes and tights. Amber was very excited to be getting tights
instead of socks this time as all her ballet friends wear tights apparently!
I also have finally managed to
write all our wedding invites! I never estimated how time consuming it would
be! We made them completely from scratch which was stressful in itself, but
just addressing them all and keeping track of whose have been posted whose rsvp’d
it’s been a bit of a logistical nightmare! Very happy that by the end of the
week I will be able to say that invites are no longer a problem for me to deal
with!
Looking forward to
the rest of the week and my weekend is filled with Ben coming home, meals out,
baby showers and Hen Do #1!
Abi
xxx
Abi
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