Wedding Nightmares!

Less than 8 weeks to go till the wedding and I had my first wedding nightmare. Our wedding planning has really been plain sailing and I think we have been quite lucky. However, this weekend brought some challenges and really put a strain on things. I think the stress and frustration of the what has been happening has taken a toll on my sleeping and now its invading my dreams!

So, last night dreaming about the wedding started off very nice. It was the night before my wedding for some reason. Me my bridal party and about 30 people I went to primary school were all in my old school assembly hall. Bit odd now to look back but it was perfectly normal in the dream. We all then decided we should get some sleep and simply laid down on the cold stone floor?! Next thing it’s the morning of the wedding and we are getting ready in the back room of a pub. No idea why. Everything seems to be going to plan until I go to put my dress on and somehow it is about 5 sizes too big for me. I’m told there’s no time to take it in so I just have to hold it up myself. Next I suddenly realise that ben is probably with his groomsman drinking in the pub and I need to leave in case he sees me. Panic now thinking this is not how I wanted to look. This is not what I want ben to see and as I am quickly coming out of a back door through a car park I hear Ben laughing joking with his friends and even with my back turned I know he has now seen me. He then starts calling after me and I just run away in embarrassment.

I woke up in tears. Safe to say it wasn’t a good wakeup call! Luckily, I know I have a brilliant seamstress who will make sure my dress fits perfectly and I know I’m getting ready 40 minutes away from me and our venue is not a pub or my school assembly hall. And I also know that there are a lot worse things that can go wrong at a wedding so I’m praying these dreams don’t get worse! Regardless it left me a bit shaky. Hoping for a more pleasant sleep tonight!

Abi